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wow, i guess i am too :)
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i have hung out with many crowds and i must say, i never thought the LJ crowd was the one i would like the best! i miss those days when everyone we hung out with skateboarded and either was in a band or forming a band, but that has gone to shit, much like every other friendship i ever had. i miss when there was no problems and when i had no bull shit!
if this is what life is all about, this neverending cycle of bull shit and problems, what the fuck are we living for?
and spare me on how usually the person complaining is the person who brought it on him/her self because i know who i am and i know i did nothing wrong and all i did was try to please every one i could and in the end it all meant nothing
i need to get out of this fuck shit town
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[08 Jul 2005|11:59pm] |
i miss her and i miss them.
i miss her because i thought we were actually going to be friends again and when i thought i was being nice it turned out that it doesn't matter what i say or do, my past will overlook everything. no matter how many times i say im sorry, it will never go back to how it was. i just want to forget everything.
i miss them because i fell in love with one of them and the other was my best friend. i miss them because they made me laugh harder than i thought i ever could. i remember them every day and it kills me just a little more every day.
why?
i did nothing to these people and yet they walked straight out of my life, and i still have nothing but great things to say about them.
what did i do?
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[06 Jul 2005|10:59pm] |
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im in cali once again. it's funny how when i get here i get so bored that i actually update again.
it kinda makes me sad though, cuz i really dont talk to that many people on here any more.
how is everyone's summer goin?
p.s. sorry to everyone in THE JOORL KREW, my mom made the decision to put our trip to cali a week earlier than i actually planned, but i hope i get to see you all soon!
♥ Anally
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so i haven't updated in forever. i have gone through some shit. it's really to long to explain and basically all it is, is a story about how i found myself and how my heart has just been recently broken but i have to move on from that and i am. and i have made friends that mean so much to me and still have old friends that mean so much to me through everything.
these are of me and some great girls at work
me and buffie ^^
me and ashley ^^
and me
i need you back in my life
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[22 Mar 2005|10:42pm] |
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I got soul but I'm not a Soldier
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| grounded, here's an update |
[21 Mar 2005|02:37am] |
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wow. so a lot has happened. i am grounded at the moment. i did a stupid thing that i knew was stupid and i got caught and of course i got grounded, but it's not all that bad. my mom told me she was grounding me because she loves me and she just wants to keep me safe which made me happy because i see people all the time and they don't have limits and i wouldn't want to turn out like them and i don't want to go down that path.
my mom called just about everyone that was in my phone, so if you were called, sorry, she's protective.
a lot of other stupid shit has happened but it's not worth going into.
♥ Anna Leigh
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[02 Mar 2005|09:32pm] |
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i didn't, so just stop. i may have before but not now and you should know that, i have left that person behind.
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| To the one's who have ran away from everything and can't run anymore |
[06 Feb 2005|05:03pm] |
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i just want to make it on my own, without any help. most of the time im alone now, and it has some good perks and some very bad ones. i haven't gone to school a lot lately, my mom is sending me to an old psychiatrist that i used to go to, but only if i feel comfortable with it because last time, i didn't want to be anywhere near the place. i hate school and i hate the people in it. there are some cool people but i don't want to meet any of them because when you get out of high school, you forget about the people you met,
you say you will always be friends, but it always ends, sooner or later, it ends.
i have been hurt a lot, by myself and others, i don't want any pity, it may sound like i do, all i want is closure, to what teenage adolescence really is, it feels like im trapped
i may sound like a cynical bitch. but if that's who i am, that's who i am and i can't change that. i wish i had done a lot of things differently in my life in the past few years but, i guess everyone does. i don't regret the things i did, well some of them, but in the long run,
i think i needed this.
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[02 Feb 2005|10:21pm] |
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i'd rather you never heard my voice
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[18 Jan 2005|09:15pm] |
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what would you do if i could have you?
what if i could?
♥
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[10 Jan 2005|10:27pm] |
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wow, so haven't updated in like forever. so i guess i have been through a lot, i found out who i am, admitted to something i never could before, and now have a different outlook of life. i don't really care too much about boys right now, i kinda have a crush on this one guy, but i dunno, i think he is talkin to someone else, and i sometimes i dont even think he cares to talk to me at all. he's different, from the guys i have liked before, he is really funny and crazy, but it's just a crush. but anywho, yea i makin a lot of new friends and gettin to know old friends a lot better. but gotta go.
♥
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[08 Dec 2004|10:48pm] |
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ok, so today made me realize a lot of shit. i found out that i do have a tendency to make people feel bad and make up stories or lies or whatever you want to call it just so i won't hurt them, but in the end my lies catch up with me and it tends to hurt me and hurt the ones that i care about even more.
TO EVERYONE I HAVE EVER HURT, IM SO SORRY. to anyone that i have ever LIED to or hurt in anyway please tell me so i can do whatever i can to fix it, because seriously, having all this drama in my life is my own fault and i want to do whatever i can to fix it, without the bullshit.
i stole this from kaylee but it means a lot in my life,
"sometimes one has to fall to get back up again"
♥
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[06 Dec 2004|10:44pm] |
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Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name Nobody came
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved
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[28 Nov 2004|01:44pm] |
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you like?
p.s. back from cali
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[23 Nov 2004|04:40pm] |
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im in cali now, i'll be back on saturday at around 7 pm. went shopping got a sweater and some earrings. goin out for dinner tonite, gotta dress up and shit. later.
and i think im insane,
i can't make it on my own
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[17 Nov 2004|08:11pm] |
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wow so tonight was a really good night.
i went to talk to an old friend and ended up talkin to his best friend most of the night and he proceeded to sing the entire song, tiny dancer by elton john just for me, haha. i love both of those boys.
im rick james bitch.
♥
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[28 Oct 2004|02:36pm] |
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titanic (the movie) |
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so im feelin a lot better about myself, but i sitll have some doubts about what i do and the way i act. oh well, i guess i'll get over it.
i am greatful for the friends and im greatful that these friends stick around to deal with my bullshit. well i have to work tonight from 6-11, they work me like a bit!
♥
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[24 Oct 2004|08:28pm] |
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i am a crappy friend. seriously. i think i'm being used when really im not, im just selfish. if you dont know me now, and want to be my friend, don't bother because i will make your life a living hell, and the worst part is i won't even have to try. sorry, but it's reality.
and if you know me now, well just being myself is the explanation.
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